Winks

So lately I have this feeling that God is looking out for me. I can’t even explain it..it is just this feeling in the pit of my stomach. The kind of feeling I used to have at camp but more mature now.

Life is not always easy as a single. Not that it is easy as a couple but loneliness is in the top group of the worst feelings.

The past couple weeks I have been praying for bravery before my feet even hit the floor. I pray that God will walk with me through the day and help me become the woman he planned me to be. I have also been doing yoga at the end of my day and reflecting/praying.

There have been a couple crazy things that have happened. I was having a down day and then I came out of the gym (after it was raining) and I seriously felt like the sun was shining on me. I looked around and there were clouds everywhere except for the little piece of sky above me which had the sun shining down.
I know I know… so cheesy and doesn’t seem real. I agree. All I can do is smile and wish that everyone could experience the feeling.

When I look over the past couple months I realize how much of a rollercoaster my life has been. It is not the way I want to live my life. I am working on controlling my emotions a little more. Living by my heart has always been something that I prided myself in. I now see that I need more of a balance between my head and my heart.

Well you live and you learn right.